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Corbin
Hex had been sneaking texts to Corbin in between patients. The man wasn't answering, probably working, so he sent one more message.
I'll be home after 8. Going to gym. Maybe I'll see you <3
He couldn't get enough of the other man. He wanted to see him all the time. He was always on Hex's mind.
He hit the gym and did his usual circuit, then showered. That was when he checked his phone to see if he'd be alone tonight.
I'll be home after 8. Going to gym. Maybe I'll see you <3
He couldn't get enough of the other man. He wanted to see him all the time. He was always on Hex's mind.
He hit the gym and did his usual circuit, then showered. That was when he checked his phone to see if he'd be alone tonight.
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"That's a good idea," he smiled. "I want to be with you every second possible until I can't. That's selfish, yeah? I don't care."
He enjoyed the slick warmth of the other man, getting a bit frisky, but not really. They didn't have time.
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"If it's selfish, I'm selfish too," Corbin assured him, turning to face the other man and kissing him soundly.
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Hex groaned into the kiss, holding him possessiveness. His cock jerked with interest as he took everything Corbin offered.
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"Let's do something fun tonight after work. Go to a club, maybe. ...You know the sort," he added with a playful wink.
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"Mmm, yeah," he grinned. "Anything in particular you'd like me to wear? What do you like when you go out?"
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"I don't know," Corbin admitted. He'd never been allowed to pick.
"Just whatever, yeah?"
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"Just whatever?"
He stopped and pulled back to look at him.
"Corbin, love, I don't believe you're ready to say that to me, yeah?" Hex said gently. "Unless you suddenly trust me a lot..."
He didn't think that was the case.
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Corbin was quiet for a long moment.
"What if I did though?" he asked. "What if I do?"
Or what if he didn't know any other way to do this?
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Hex reached up and cradled his face, then nodded.
"Think it through," he said. "I want to know what you want. What you enjoy. Just hurting someone...it's not good if they aren't into it. Just...think it through and we'll go."
That was a lesson he'd learned and taken to heart.
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"What if I don't really know?" Corbin asked quietly.
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Hex smiled warmly.
"Then we'll figure it out together, yeah? You're free now. You can explore. See what you actually enjoy."
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"Yeah, I guess," Corbin nodded, pushing his hair back and looking a bit deflated. He supposed this was part of the reason he just kept slipping back to Walt. Walt knew what he wanted, didn't ask questions- And Corbin was content to let the other man just lead. He knew that wasn't really good for him, but- It was easy.
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Hex watched him and his brows drew together in concern.
"I just want to be good for you," he said. "It's...important."
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"I know," Corbin assured him. "It's nice you care."
He just didn't know what to do with that care.
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"I want to learn everything about you, yeah?" Hex said, leaning in to kiss him.
"I've never been patient..."
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"I've never been free," Corbin replied. "I should be excited. ...But I'm not. What if I'm not ready to be free?"
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"I don't know," he replied.
"When I got out of the army, I went a bit mad. No one telling me what to do. It was frightening. It's not the same, I know..." he finished, feeling stupid for saying it.
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"How did you get over it?" Corbin asked softly.
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Hex was quiet for a moment, trying to decide what to say.
"I met a man who took me under his wing. A mentor, like. He helps me a lot."
There was a beat.
"He's like a father."
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"Oh," Corbin said softly.
It wasn't like he could just pop out and find one of those for himself, he supposed.
"That's good."
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"He gave me direction. I'm not saying you need a dad. Just direction. You'd still be free, but not alone," he said. "Someone to catch you when you fall, yeah?"
Hex pulled him close.
"I'll be here," he offered. "You don't need to be afraid."
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"I'm not. ...I mean, I am, but I'm not afraid when I'm with you, you know?" Corbin said softly.
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"Good. Then tonight, after work, we'll go to a club with a plan. Not just whatever, yeah? I'll be thinking about it all day..." he assured him.
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"Alright," Corbin agreed, though he seemed unsure. He wasn't good at planning, he was better at just doing as he was told- But he supposed that was something he needed to learn.
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Hex kissed him one more time, satisfied with that. He'd figure Corbin out. He'd be good.
And the other man would never forget him.
"We're both going to be late..."
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