Corbin

[just_hex]

Hex had been sneaking texts to Corbin in between patients. The man wasn't answering, probably working, so he sent one more message.

I'll be home after 8. Going to gym. Maybe I'll see you <3

He couldn't get enough of the other man. He wanted to see him all the time. He was always on Hex's mind.

He hit the gym and did his usual circuit, then showered. That was when he checked his phone to see if he'd be alone tonight.

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[just_hex]

He drew back so he could peel his shirt off over his head and toss it away. He hovered over Corbin, the shape of his muscles accentuated with dim light and dark shadow.

"You need me," he agreed. He kept himself up on his right arm and his left slid along Corbin's chest up to his throat.

Where he suddenly gripped tightly.

"No one else. I want you to keep your mind on me. Understand?" he said softly. Almost, almost, kindly.

[prince_of_nymphs]

"Wait, don't," Corbing gasped, catching Hex's wrist. "Please, not today. Not tonight, please. I just- I just want to try and be normal. I don't want to be like this, Hex."

He didn't want to lean into all the things he'd gotten with Walt.

[just_hex]

Hex stopped and looked deeply confused for a moment.

"Just...normal?" he asked.

[prince_of_nymphs]

It occured to Corbin then that his whole appeal to anyone was probably his ability to submit. That without it he might be boring.

"I mean, just... Not choking," he said, the idea of Hex being disinterested enough to make him retreat back into his old self. "I mean normal bondage things. Ropes and that."

He managed to pull off the lie quite smoothly, he thought.

[just_hex]

He...did not. Hex saw right through it and he pulled his hand away.

"No one ever wants anything normal from me," he said.

It wasn't exactly true, but it was certainly true recently. Hex petted him softly and settled in half atop him. A shy smile flashed and vanished.

"You really want to just...be with me?" he asked.

[prince_of_nymphs]

Corbin was silent a moment, then nodded.

"I like that other stuff, I really do, but right now I just want you. No toys, no games, just us, yeah?"

[just_hex]

In that moment, Hex realized that losing this man was going to wreck him. Utterly destroy.

He kissed him then, achingly sweet, pressing himself as close as he could get and holding on tight.

[prince_of_nymphs]

The idea that Hex wasn't running, even though Corbin had pretty much laid it all out now- Addict. Cheater. Emotional wreck. ...It was something he'd never felt before. Hex wasn't running, wasn't laughing, he was just staying. Holding on.

That was incredible to him.

Corbin returned the kiss, holding on tighter now.

[just_hex]

Hex kept him close, breathing him in. When the kiss broke he brushed his lips against him before pulling away.

"Shh," he hushed again against his lips. Hex arched a little and pushed him into the bed. "I don't want to go, Corbin. I only want to be here. With you. Like this..."

[prince_of_nymphs]

"I want you here too, Hex. I want to be with you," Corbin said softly, holding the other man's gaze.

[just_hex]

Hex wanted to believe Corbin meant more than he probably did. Dozens have men had told him they wanted him, but he'd never wanted to believe that someone wanted more. Now, as Corbin spoke, he let himself believe the man wanted him. Not just his cock, not just his force.Wanted him.

It was so easy to let himself believe, and to fall a little bit harder for Corbin.

"I want you, too," he said, the truth making him ache in a way he never had. The longing that pulled him closer and closer to his destruction had him kissing Corbin again eagerly.

[prince_of_nymphs]

Corbin let his fingers dance over Hex's chest and shoulders.

"It was really nice earlier, just laying here with you. People usually go to bed with me expecting more, but- You were just talking, and it was- It was refreshing."

[just_hex]

Hex smiled, embarrassed, and gave a little huff of a laugh.

"No one wants me in bed to talk," he admitted. "It was good."

[prince_of_nymphs]

"I like this too though. Your touch, your kiss... Your hands on me, and the taste of your skin..." Corbin said softly.

[just_hex]

"I could do this for hours. For days. Just feel you. Enjoy you," he said softly, pressing kisses to Corbin's jaw as he spoke.

[prince_of_nymphs]

"I'd like that. Maybe one day we can go away for a weekend," Corbin daydreamed aloud.

[just_hex]

"Where would we go?" he asked, busy with mapping every bit of Corbin's skin, one kiss at a time.

[prince_of_nymphs]

"Could go out to the country, somewhere quiet," Corbin suggested, stroking Hex's hair. "Or maybe the shore... Might get nice weather soon."

[just_hex]

Hex kissed across Corbin's chest, teasing his nipples, but mostly just exploring.

"I love the shore," he murmured. "Or maybe the tropics. A hut on a beach...fresh coconut..."

[prince_of_nymphs]

"Sure, though I think that might need more than a weekend," Corbin said, breath catching a little and fingers tightening their hold on the man's hair.

[just_hex]

Hex tracked lower, enjoying the softness of Corbin's stomach as his tongue circled his navel.

"Finish filming. I'll take a holiday. We can run away from everything," he promised. He trailed his hand along Corbin's arm and caught his hand to hold it. Hex tangled his fingers with Corbin's and pulled them to his lips to kiss there before letting go again.

"I know a spot in Bali," he kept on. "Right on the beach..."

[prince_of_nymphs]

Corbin was touched by the gesture, just the thought- But it also scared him a bit, and he didn't know why.

"I don't know if I'm ready for Bali," he admitted.

[just_hex]

Hex looked up the length of him and grinned.

"By the time we both have time, you might be ready," he replied.

[prince_of_nymphs]

"Maybe," Corbin agreed, looking at that smile and that optimism, and finding he envied it.

[just_hex]

"Maybe," Hex whispered, hot breath spilling on Corbin's skin before he kissed that sensation away.

"Maybe," he repeated, doing it again a bit lower. "Maybe," again, his tongue flicking lightly.