just_hex | Fin

It was Christmas-time and Hex was so happy. He'd baked and taken the sweets to work to share, he'd put up lights and decorations and he'd bought new ornaments for the tree he and Danny were going to trim. This evening he was out shopping. The sun was just beginning to go down, still early in the day, really, and there was a distinct nip in the air. He had been to Harrod's and he'd been to a few other shops. He had several bags hanging in his gloved hand as he stopped to admire a toy disply, thinking he should get something for his mate Mark's children.

And then he spotted Fin and those thoughts vanished into thin air. He wondered if maybe Fin's magic was weak and his vision useless and the man would pass on by. Hex still didn't know how to make amends and though he'd been working on just that sort of thing in his meetings, Fin was by far the worst of his transgretions and he was at a loss for how to express his deep regret.

First, he thought to himself, you could not be a wanker. You could say something to him and get his attention. Then let him take you as he will. That's his right. Wank.

And so he took a breath.

"-Lo, Fin," he said to the man coming toward him.

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prince_of_nymphs

Sliding out the car, Fin waited for Hex to pay before leading the way up to his flat.

Outside in the hall, he looked to Will's door as he always did, a part of him always wanting to be near the other fae. To curl up close against him and simply let the rest of the world fade away. He snapped out of it though, letting Hex into his flat and headed right for the kitchen.

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just_hex

Following after, Hex shed his jacket once he'd put down his bags. This felt so right and good, being here with Fin. Almost as if he hadn't cocked everything up.

But he had and there was no denying that. So he made his way into the kitchen as Fin put the kettle on.

"Fin, I hardly know where to begin," he admitted.

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prince_of_nymphs

"We've already talked about this once, Hex. ...I don't want to fight anymore. I just don't," Fin admitted quietly. "I got my anger out that day I decked you on the street."

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just_hex

"I know. I know. But that was...I was sorry, but it was selfish. I wanted you to forgive me and forget it. But now I've had time to really reflect. Really think it through. And I'm still sorry, but it's more than that. I really, truly regret ever wishing you'd be mine. It was weak and selfish, and...and I've never been more wrong in my life. And now I won't ask you to forgive me. I'll simply tell you I'd undo it if I could. If I could I'd take it back. If I was a better man I'd have never done it to begin with," he said. Once he started talking all the words just tumbled out, one on top of another, and Hex forced himself to look Fin in the face rather than hang his head in shame.

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prince_of_nymphs

Fin watched him for a long moment, then stepped closer as he pushed up onto his toes and pressed a kiss to Hex's forehead.

"Okay," he said softly.

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just_hex

The kiss made him close his eyes and his breath shuddered softly.

"Okay," he repeated. Okay was better than he'd expected to get.

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prince_of_nymphs

Fin smiled, and for a moment, just a moment, he looked like he might kiss Hex again. ...Though he didn't, instead he sighed a little and took a half step back.

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just_hex

That look, that moment, he felt hope warring with reality. He'd give anything to kiss Fin, but things were different. Everything was different. In the time since he'd monumentally cocked things up into his life had come Danny and he was so unbelievably happy he simply wouldn't risk that. He had learned from his mistakes.

"I've got a boyfriend," he blurted out.

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prince_of_nymphs

"...I wasn't trying anything," Fin promised softly. "Really."

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just_hex

He nodded rapidly and then took a step back.

"It's just...you. You're...and I'm..." he stammered, forcing his hands into his pockets.

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prince_of_nymphs

"I know. I feel it too whenever we're together," Fin said softly. "I miss it, our chemistry, our games..."

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just_hex

"I miss it too...but I can't. I shouldn't. It's brilliant with Danny and I love him..."

The words trailed off before he could say 'but'.

But Danny wasn't Fin. No one would ever be like Fin.

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prince_of_nymphs

"If you're happy, I'm happy for you, Hex," Fin said softly, reaching out and touching the other man's arm.

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just_hex

He winced lightly and pulled away from the touch, knowing that was right. It could only be right because when he felt Fin's skin he only wanted to hold him closer and kiss him breathless. And that...that much he knew was wrong. So very wrong for so many reasons.

"Maybe I should go," he said, just above a whisper.

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prince_of_nymphs

"Am I really that tempting?" he asked softly, finding that part of him really wanted to be.

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just_hex

"God, yes," Hex replied instantly, then pressed his lips together.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Fin. This is exactly why I made the wish to begin with. I want you so much. I'm with you and I want...all of you. All of you. And I can't..."

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prince_of_nymphs

"You could," Fin whispered, feeding off the other man's need. It was just another difference between him an Pippa- Maybe the reason she was born to be queen, and he was just the prince. Pippa was so independent, but Fin needed to be needed. Found pure pleasure in feeling wanted.

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just_hex

His heart beat faster and blood rushed to his cock. Hex wanted to be strong, he wanted to stay true, but he was as weak as any man when presented with his true desire up for offer. For a moment his muscles flexed, his body holding him back, but then his heart won out and he moved in to catch hold of Fin and kiss him hungrily. He wanted nothing in the world more than this man, the taste of him and the feeling of him.

In that moment he even forgot Danny and his commitment. It was all simply gone as he was blinded by desire.

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prince_of_nymphs

It was sudden and aggressive- And perfect. That rush of being desired, wanted... It was intoxicating, and Fin let himself melt into it.

"Hex," he whispered against his lips.

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just_hex

Hex backed him up against the counter, grinding his cock against him as he kissed him and kissed him again harder. He moaned into it, eyes closed and absolutely drunk on the sweetness of Fin's tongue. Need coursed through him and he couldn't think of anything but skin and sweat and sex in that moment.

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prince_of_nymphs

"Want you," Fin whispered between kisses, gasping softly and focusing only on his desires, nothing more.

"Tell me what you want," he panted, wrapping an arm around Hex as he rutted slowly against his thigh.

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just_hex

"I want you. You. I want inside you. I want you on me. I need you, Danny. I need you," he panted, grinding against him in return as Fin rutted against him. He was dizzy with need and his cock throbbed with his heartbeat.

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prince_of_nymphs

Not his name. Well, that was enough to snap him out of it. Suddenly all the pleasure he'd felt simply fizzled out, that happy little high fading to nothing.

"Stop," he said softly, pushing Hex back slightly with one hand.

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just_hex

Hex stopped, froze really. It took him just that long to realize he'd called Fin Danny, and once he did he felt sick. He moved back when Fin pushed him and he wiped his lips off.

"Fuck, I'm sorry," he said breathlessly. He moved back more. "I told you...shit. Fuck. Fin, I'm sorry..."